I ask you not to judge – a poem By Lisa

I live with an acquired brain injury

This came out of the blue, suffering a stroke in 2018

The old ‘Lisa’ who although far from perfect disappeared. How I wished I would wake up to find her again.

Life has changed dramatically

My brain confused, forgetful, constantly foggy and far from the person I once was.

Being unable to work hit me the hardest.

Certainly financially, more importantly the routine, social interaction, having a purpose, and being somewhat ‘Normal’

My mind and body physically empty.

No, not overtired that a long sleep will fix.

Legs that feel like lead, each step painful from fatigue.

A mind crying for sleep. Unable to find words as I speak.

Regarded as an invisible illness, I look fine.

Yet inside I scream, I don’t want a brain injury and the challenges recovery throws at me each and every day.

Losing friendships and the lack of understand…it hurts beyond words.

This has given me an incredible insight into those facing other illnesses that take away the life they once knew.

Sharing kindness has taken on a new meaning.

‘A smile’ or ‘Good morning’ might have the ability to make someone’s day.

A valuable lesson I have learnt.

We all can be judge mental towards others at some point.

Never knowing what people are going through.

Let’s sprinkle kindness, it doesn’t need to cost.

It can mean a feeling of happiness to a person that is lost