ready for another year

Birthday next week ... at 71 having one more of those is an acheivement especially after last year stroke! I must be doing the right things . The hernia surgery was successful now let us see how I handle the situation with minimum cash, no CHSP services available anywhere in Brisbane and waiting for the "PLAN" money after a reassesment. Sometimes i feel i have time to pass away before anything real happen.

I know that the key to my happy future is exercises, no stress, yeah sure! and brain exercises. I can't do much exercises with a ventral surgery, so i exercise my brain a lot but give me a little stress and i loose it, speech capacity, coordination, logical thinking and more . This digital world does not help as its going bad in so many ways. Family wise my millenium self centered 32 years old daughter brings joy very very rarely, disapoinment too often so i keep her at a distance since she can't be bothered as she texted me more than a year ago when announced about the stroke "you will be right" and never showed up to help in any way or form.

There is no gain in being bitter, angry, or asking how i got into this situation let me make the best of the mess as I usually do so my life stay reasonnably pleasant and I age gracfully, I would hate to be a "grumpy old farth".

Christmas is coming and I wish all of you readers and stroke survivor and brain injured person high positive moral and stress free life.