Fear Joy Proud

After one year without being able to do life drawing I booked myself a ticket to a session 2 hrs in a unknown bar basement I am clostrauphobic with music indicating young crowd. The stress! I was welcomed helped and accepted graciously the music and vocal was divine perfectly good to concentrate the model was professional . Although I was so apprehensive I produced for my return to life drawing quite acceptable works. My left arm and hand refused to work I used to be ambidextrous but the right one worked . I had difficulties staying awake driving home and I had a 2 hrs nap and slept my full night of 10 hrs but what a sensational delight!