Fed up

I'm so sick and tired of being used as a freaking door mat.. made my "partner " go with me to an ABI seminar today... not sure if it helped him to understand what I am going through. .. every time I walk into a room he walks out.. he was so busy cheating on me that he has not helped with the house hold chores or bills not to mention that by now ee would have done most of our xmas shopping. .. but he has been to busy paying for hotel rooms ect...

For the last (nearly) 3yrs he has had free rent power gas ect... and he has an issue with my mood swings so I'm expected to be an emotional less robot...