No feelings allowed

Sick and tired of not being allowed to express my emotions ... especially if I'm around my partner ...

today for example our 1yr old was tired and needed a bottle before she could go to bed ... I said as much to him..

then went to make a bottle as I was doing so he picked her up as she was screaming then proceeded to put her to bed... this pissed me off.. he had already done and said things that had put me in a grumpy mood..

So I finished making her bottle then stormed off to grab her and give her the bottle before putting her back to bed..

In less than the 30 seconds it took me to give her the bottle he has stormed out of the house .he was gone for over 7hrs with no contact. I had tired calling him and sending txts.. but never got and answer .. I had 3 kids in the house .. was not even aware of why he left..

He refused to answer my calls or return any txts. How am I supposed to get hold of him in an emergency ...

when he finally came home I asked him why he walked out "because I felt like it" was his answer..I asked him if he was going to talk to me like an adult "maybe" was that answer

I'm sick and tired of having a partner that act's like a fucken 2yr old... cant wait for the summer to be over.. then I'm leaving his lying cheating arse!!!!