So I still exist, I just haven’t put myself and my health needs first for a while. And everything has just been too hard for too long.
I’m battling work again to stop them taking me out of the library and forcing me back into the classroom.
I’ve spent the last few years focusing on getting my son diagnosed and getting him the help he needs (he has level 3 autism, a global developmental delay, speech delays etc. etc.).
Last year I spent practically the whole year either on crutches or in a moon boot after I tore my plantar fascia tendon in my foot, which was misdiagnosed and I was given the wrong treatment. My weight has ballooned again, my mental health has spiralled and I’m just sick of myself. My clothes don’t fit well and I feel awful about myself. I know none of this defines me as a person, but I need to make some changes so I can feel like “me” again.
So now I am taking proactive action, I have my union and my GP fighting my corner, and today I found a seated workout that’s not for older people (sorry, but I’m still young and I want something that empowers me, not makes me feel worse). I did it and I’m putting it out there that I’m doing it so hopefully I can keep myself accountable.
Here is the workout I just did, I’ve taken step 1.
