Sometimes i cry - just because i need to 😢

Hi Sue, 

A big hug from me in Japan. It is important for you to open your feeling, by yourself or with someone understands what you are going through. I don't cry, but I can feel overwhelmed what is in front of me. I just have to remember - live in the moment. 

Marcus

Hi Marcus

Thank you for your reply and cyber hug!  I did have the opportunity to talk my troubles out today with someone professional. And yes I am feeling much better this evening after just finishing my yoga and now to have a cup of tea and read.  I am reading Jack - The life of C.S. Lewis. It's an interesting read. I have enjoyed finding out that Lewis and Tolkien were friends, it make sense to me they would have a lot in common, I have three other books lined up after this one. Do you read much Marcus?

I did take it easy today and had the classical music on for a lot of the day while I read and colored in.

I am heading into tomorrow in a much more peaceful frame of mind.

Good night

Sue

Hi Sue

Yes, I like reading for two types:  things about the brain and  a Japanese writer (in English). 'The Youngest Minds' and 'Colorless Tsukuba Tazaki'.   I am sure you can find which one. 

I am writing a little very day nothin the diary and my story.   I don't know if it is interesting or not but it does help me understand what I am doing now and what I will be do future. 

 If you are interested I can send you the next chapter of my story.  

Marcus

Hi Marcus

I will investigate those books you mentioned. Reading for me takes me to a very happy place, somewhere I can learn about what I'm I interested in , I can learn about what I need to , I can share another person's experience, I can imagine, I can still my mind and be totally absorbed in a story and I can then I myself can talk about that if I want to or the opportunity arises.

Sure thing I would be happy to read anything you are happy to share. I get that it's a big thing to share such personal thoughts so thank you for trusting me. 

Sue

Hi Sue!  I think, whether you've had a stroke or not, we all need to cry at soem stage. I know since my stroke I cry a lot easier and sometimes at, when I lok back on it, the stupidest of things eg. in the middle of the supermarket becasue I coldn;t decide if I should buy bacon or not. What I remind myself of is taht it is perfectly okay to cry as long as it is only for that moment and taht afterwards is a new start. As I'm constantly saying 'The sun will come out tomorrow'.  Hope the sun is shining for you today xx

Hi Toni

Thanks for your message, yes the sun is shining for me today! And I am happy to have had somewhere to put my SOS message out there.

Enjoy your weekend :-)

Sue

IIsn;t it funny, in retrospect of course, the things that can make us cry. Yesterday I was in tears and all because I needed to buy some socks. Obviously, it wasn;t the needign of socks taht had me in tears but rather the process of needing soemone to drive me and take me shopping. The socks just became the symbol for a loss of independence that took on thier own life for the hour or so that I needed to express some emotions. I'm happy to report taht today was a much happier day :)