And what about those near death experiences?

Nina Wilde
Nina Wildeon Saturday, September 24 2016
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Hi Everyone

 

So when I had my stroke the moment I had it and was really unwell I had a choice, the choice was simple I could go through the cone shaped tunnel to where the light was coming from and go with Chelsea our baby who I had not been able to give life to or I could turn back to my life that I had not lived yet.  I turned back.  It was a choice I made deliberately and yet when I encountered a few more what I looked at as out of body experiences over the next week.  I could share these experiences with no one.  And I needed to share them once I was able to as they were so powerful and meaningful throughout my recovery.

"I saw the stairs" I spelt out on my alphabet board. It was dismissed by my family.  So much of what went on in my mind was dismissed from those around me during recovery.  I replayed those moments of weirdness in my mind frequently so I wouldn't forget, forget the moment or forget the significance it made on me at the time.

The power of ones ownership over self is a strength.

Has anyone else experienced such revelations and not been able to share them or give them meaning?

Sue

 

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Rod

Funny that, I have seen a few experiences over my years, probably I was I am not sure but maybe I might have been uptight, but I had some, in a plane i was on the top of the plane and yes I saw an accident, then in whyalla I saw another guy died when a slab of stone crushed him, but what i saw in a few days later a guy was moving a huge glass slab, but it slipped and killed him, now yes again i saw a body I was asleep, but an old woman saw me and then she disappeared, but after a few days another wife had a baby, but after one day she died, another friend he had cancer and soon he was going to pass away, but a day later he spoke to me he was nice, but the night he was yelling to the nurses don't give me an injection, but he died, again another dream, another friend passed away, now I was driving a car and yes I had heaps of pain, don't know why, but my friend also passed away.

Nowadays I again hope to not have another dream, because I am not sure that somebody will also pass away, but........

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Nina Wilde

Hi Rod

Thanks for posting and I hope I haven't scared anybody off by talking about the topic.  

I was more relating this post to those strange moments which may have occurred when one was near to death as a result of their stroke.

Being very young and trying to make sense of these visions/experiences, even trying to communicate that I had experienced them was something that I was terrified of peoples reactions to.

Would they dismiss me, would they think I was crazy or making them up.  I held them near and dear to me and carried them with me through my life.

Knowing at the time I experienced them I was in my most vulnerable state and so gained what I could from them and that gave me strength.  

They were real to me and I know I am lucky to be alive so I still treasure them.

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